Again, there are a couple more new posts after this, so keep on reading. In case you haven't noticed, I deleted that other post where I was completely losing it. I'd hate for my job to be in jeopardy over a little temper tantrum. It's been a crazy first couple of weeks with a lot of adjustments. But, this week has been much better than last week, so I'm trying to stay optimistic. The kids have done great. They all really like their teachers, and I love being in the same building with all 3 of them. I don't know what I'm going to do when they go to middle school. I'm so used to being right there with them and knowing
everything that's going on and being more than just parents of the teachers' students, but friends and co-workers with the teachers. I told Andy the other night that I need to go back and get certified in middle grades education. Actually, middle grades go from 4th to 8th grade, even though elementary is pre-K through 5th, and since I did my student teaching in 4th, it would just mean a few more classes. But, I'm trying to not be completely neurotic and let go a little. I still have a few more years, so maybe I'll be ok by then. Andy had to take them to their class rooms on their first day since I had to be there to greet my students for their first day. Plus, I was having a really hard time with my babies starting kindergarten. I definitely lost it when I walked out of the school to leave Drew for the first time, and I was about the same with Evan and Alli. I had to leave before them, so when I told them bye I got in the car and cried on the way to school. But the kids were fine, and they still love it. I get reports from Evan's teacher that he's "all boy," which I just tell myself she means in a good way. I think she does. Alli had her strip moved one day for playing with a boy that she was in Pre-K with during rug time, and then had a little time out for talking in art class, but nobody was surprised about that. Everybody knows Alli can't be still or quit talking. Drew was scared to death about her teacher because she's the oldest 3rd grade teacher, and isn't all warm and fuzzy and huggy, and has a reputation for being very firm, but she's a great teacher and is funny and very nice, and now Drew loves her. She also has a little girl in her class who she had some problems with in the past, but they're friends now, so it's all worked out fine. If I can just get myself together and not get so stressed about everything, we'll all be doing fine. I'm doing better. My house is staying clean and laundry is caught up, and I'm not behind on grading papers yet (but it's just the 2nd week of school). We have groceries in the house and have managed to have dinner at the table as a family, instead of grabbing fast food and eating in a rush to get in bed. The only thing is I started my Master's on Monday, and it's all on-line and pretty flexible, and I'm doing it with 3 other girls that I got my Bachelor's with, but it's still extra projects and papers. I keep telling myself that the pay raise will be worth it, not to mention the credentials, which I personally enjoy. So far, it appears as though the professors all get that we all work full time during the day, and a lot of the projects seem to be things that we'll be doing in our classrooms anyways, and just reflecting on those. Plus my friends and I all work in the same county and e-mail a lot and meet for dinner once a month to talk about things and vent if we need to. So, like I said before, I'm trying to stay optimistic. I'm finally starting to get attached to my students, and I have a lot of sweet kids (who just
love to talk, which is becoming an issue), so that helps. The first week all I could see was that they wouldn't shut up, and I was feeling so much pressure from the principal and there were so many huge changes from last year. But, it's all starting to become routine now, and the kids (my personal kids) are happy, which definitely helps! Oh, here are pictures of the kids on the first day that Andy took. They're in the kitchen where the walls are yellow and we have those little energy saver flourescent light bulbs, so the color came out really yellow.


